Kit Kat candy bars with a cherry on top
I was in winchester fri. and sat. I( was supposed togo to the movies with Brody on sat. but of course. . .didn't work out. April said I gained weight, she even called me fat. Makes me feel bad. . . .Brody swear I'm not fat, but who to believe my best friend or my boyfriend? Oh yeah, it's been two months since we started dating. Um. . .'ve thought about it, and I've talked things over with april. She says I should stick with Brody, I agree. Brody told me to call him at 9:30 . . .yesterday. I fell asleep and told nancy to wake me up when mom gets home with my phone. . . and of course, can't trust that bitch at all. I would've used Elyse's phone, but she was pissed at me for using it in the first place. She wanted her phone back when Brody said hold on. . .and then nancy yelled at me, because Brody was taking forever and a day. What the hell was i supposed to do hang up on him? I said that to, when Elksye was like "Well, Carrol, It is my phone." Anyways, she was talking to Nancy like she was her friend or something, and they both ignored me all day. Am I just confused, or did elyse say she hated Nancy? I hate people that are two-faced. Maybe she was just being nice, though. whatever still pissed me off. And I can't get this damn apple juice open. AGH lol. Where is my phone btw. I think I should call Brody and say that I'm sorry and stuff. . . I always get on him for stupid shit like this. There's def. room to wonder why the fuck he hasn't broken up with me yet. I've been acting like I have BPD. I'm happy for like 2 days, and suddenly yelling at him, then crying. . .ehg. Whatever I'll be more careful with my emotions around him now. I took that test cat took, I came out to be an indie or emo kid. Guess its not too bad, at least I'm not a poser. . .
-Carroll
-Carroll