Today was a better day than yesterday!
So this morning Jessica came over again and we ran...whew. my legs hurt like a motha too...hehe...Then when we got back to my house we swam...haha ive never swam that early in the morning...freakin 8 oclock n shit. FREAKS...haha yeah jessicas dumb ass swam laps...ya think im gonna swim laps???? hahah i think not hun. Then we got out the pool drank out weight loss shakes. yummy..Chilled in my room for a little bit and then we decided to go get Subway...YUMMY!!!! it satisfied my little tummy..hehe..I went online and Boyband happened to IM me...He told me some shit that Charlie was talking so i called Charlie up to clarify some shit..
Me:"Charlie why the fuck are you telling people im racist?"
Charlie:"Because Dustin and Justin said you were so i figured you were"
Me:"Charlie how the fuck could i be racist? You know im fucking Flip n Mex."
Me:"You need to shut the fuck up and stop saying things that arent true"
Charlie:"Yes ma'am sure thing"
Me:"Your a fucking asshole"
CLICK!
Jessica left around 11:45. boooooosuckafoo...
I text messaged Charlie and told him he was a scum niger lover and i hoped hed choke and hes nothing but a fucking pothead..and i hoped hed get gonarrea from that hoe hes dating...
He Wrote back and said He hates Ashley and shes a bitch and then he said " i dont understand why you hate me so much"
So i called him and explained why.. We resolved alot of shit and all the shit that was being spread around that wasnt true and now everything is cool..He told me how his life was going and he asked about mines and i hope he calls me again cause i miss talking to him...I always told Charlie that if we ever broke up for good, that id still wanna be like best friends with him...i know thats not gonna be possible considering my parents hate him but we can still talk and hangout if we get the chance...I mean im ALWAYS gonna love him...dont get me wrong..and hes always gonna be in my life..
Everytime me and charlie have broken up and wed become friends again..wed always get back together..but this time its different...we arent getting back togther and i think its for the best...Ive learned my lesson from past times and it just aint worth getting hurt and hurt over and over...But no matter what im always gonna want him in my life. *Love Never Dies* He's my everything and always has been and always will be...I just hope ill be able to move on eventually and not want to be with him again...but what can i do if i do? You cant stop a feeling that u know wont go away. Just gotta deal.
Me:"Charlie why the fuck are you telling people im racist?"
Charlie:"Because Dustin and Justin said you were so i figured you were"
Me:"Charlie how the fuck could i be racist? You know im fucking Flip n Mex."
Me:"You need to shut the fuck up and stop saying things that arent true"
Charlie:"Yes ma'am sure thing"
Me:"Your a fucking asshole"
CLICK!
Jessica left around 11:45. boooooosuckafoo...
I text messaged Charlie and told him he was a scum niger lover and i hoped hed choke and hes nothing but a fucking pothead..and i hoped hed get gonarrea from that hoe hes dating...
He Wrote back and said He hates Ashley and shes a bitch and then he said " i dont understand why you hate me so much"
So i called him and explained why.. We resolved alot of shit and all the shit that was being spread around that wasnt true and now everything is cool..He told me how his life was going and he asked about mines and i hope he calls me again cause i miss talking to him...I always told Charlie that if we ever broke up for good, that id still wanna be like best friends with him...i know thats not gonna be possible considering my parents hate him but we can still talk and hangout if we get the chance...I mean im ALWAYS gonna love him...dont get me wrong..and hes always gonna be in my life..
Everytime me and charlie have broken up and wed become friends again..wed always get back together..but this time its different...we arent getting back togther and i think its for the best...Ive learned my lesson from past times and it just aint worth getting hurt and hurt over and over...But no matter what im always gonna want him in my life. *Love Never Dies* He's my everything and always has been and always will be...I just hope ill be able to move on eventually and not want to be with him again...but what can i do if i do? You cant stop a feeling that u know wont go away. Just gotta deal.