i have a letter to write
i have a letter to write
im writing it here first because i hate it when they dont write back
i wonder if my returns please him as much as his does and does not
Dear milo may, jon, milowmay,thinkandthink, applenockr, (in order of appearance)
the above is directed to you and other future endentures.
blunk if i must say so
does that make me a bitch
it will when i say i dont give a shit
theres this boy here, a friend from out of town
we used to have similar a similar spark to the what i feel we have shared
so the issue of course is to sleep with him
but id rather be sleeping with you
i feel loyal
not that im saving myself for you
im trying to decide if its because your new
well not new anymore
i feel like missed chances suck
that i should be less inhibited and fuck like others do
but id like to be non commital and enjoy the sex in bed or the erotic story we find ourselves in. not just a quicky to release our tensions. unless that was the moment. maybe i just want to come in multiple ways and places and never have the time with that person. thats my fault. im a tease. its gets me nowhere. i bet we could have had sex alot if we had taken the opportunity. i love being alone with you. i love anyones therapy and can instantly decide i love the person for a moment in time only two experiences. we were never alone enough i think you didnt allow it. fuck, it sucks, all the non communication. i think i loved you since oscar mentioned you on the beach with intoxicatiuon setting in. and the first night playing pool. your tricky, you got me naked the first night we met. i dig it it makes me love you all the much more.
i hope that when i say "love," you realize what i really mean
i tried to name them but it just sounded funny. i know the difference of "in love," and "love." that because i've loved moments and stories and adventures and conversation and beer together, that i could be in love with you. and that makes me love you.
this was meant as a poem. this is no lovesong. this is not a lovesong. grr, we've shared music. i need you to keep feeding me. you turned my american history into a crush because he reminded me of you. and hes hot. i'll be honest.
i feel psychotic and im reading community psychology. the goverment noticed that during and after WW II a case of some mental disorder meant civilians could not enlist. they set up community mentalhealth centers and tried promoting healthy social behaviors and activities in the area. but they werent prepared for the 60s generation. you taught me to read and i reopened my eyes to the world around me. it was all just good timeing but this shower has past and i will say goodnite.
im writing it here first because i hate it when they dont write back
i wonder if my returns please him as much as his does and does not
Dear milo may, jon, milowmay,thinkandthink, applenockr, (in order of appearance)
the above is directed to you and other future endentures.
blunk if i must say so
does that make me a bitch
it will when i say i dont give a shit
theres this boy here, a friend from out of town
we used to have similar a similar spark to the what i feel we have shared
so the issue of course is to sleep with him
but id rather be sleeping with you
i feel loyal
not that im saving myself for you
im trying to decide if its because your new
well not new anymore
i feel like missed chances suck
that i should be less inhibited and fuck like others do
but id like to be non commital and enjoy the sex in bed or the erotic story we find ourselves in. not just a quicky to release our tensions. unless that was the moment. maybe i just want to come in multiple ways and places and never have the time with that person. thats my fault. im a tease. its gets me nowhere. i bet we could have had sex alot if we had taken the opportunity. i love being alone with you. i love anyones therapy and can instantly decide i love the person for a moment in time only two experiences. we were never alone enough i think you didnt allow it. fuck, it sucks, all the non communication. i think i loved you since oscar mentioned you on the beach with intoxicatiuon setting in. and the first night playing pool. your tricky, you got me naked the first night we met. i dig it it makes me love you all the much more.
i hope that when i say "love," you realize what i really mean
i tried to name them but it just sounded funny. i know the difference of "in love," and "love." that because i've loved moments and stories and adventures and conversation and beer together, that i could be in love with you. and that makes me love you.
this was meant as a poem. this is no lovesong. this is not a lovesong. grr, we've shared music. i need you to keep feeding me. you turned my american history into a crush because he reminded me of you. and hes hot. i'll be honest.
i feel psychotic and im reading community psychology. the goverment noticed that during and after WW II a case of some mental disorder meant civilians could not enlist. they set up community mentalhealth centers and tried promoting healthy social behaviors and activities in the area. but they werent prepared for the 60s generation. you taught me to read and i reopened my eyes to the world around me. it was all just good timeing but this shower has past and i will say goodnite.