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so damn, my life just doesn't seem worth mentioning right now.
i got new socks, they cheer me up looking at the bright colors on them. thats one of my favorite things, to wear dark colors and then to have a splash of bright pink or blue or so. but socks can only cheer me up so little.
danny kinda had me chill with some friend of his whos "single" and the rest of the boys, i could have done without that excursion to no mans land. oh well hes the man with the shrooms so it doesnt hurt to be nice. still i have a feeling ill never see any. damn it.adam had made a toast on saturday to sexual frustration and i said hells yeah, but i didnt really think it was a good idea to boost that sort of campaign in the first place and now im regretting the mere mention of some sort of hex on my sex. now that i think about it i dont remember the second half of his toast ive just been focusing on that part. its not adams fault, i would never have gone for the kid, he had no style, and although i found that he actually read decent books-the alchemist and was interested in eastern religion and its philosophy,his words gave him all away, "i'd love to have an intellectual conversation with you but im so high" - fucking loser. im a bitch, and i smoked his pot, which was shitty regs, but it kept me high all fucking day and it took nick out. that was funny. i dont think he really took an interest in me anyway because danny said that he told him i rolled my eyes when he went to shake my hand good bye. somehow little things about my personality are so abbrasive to people. oh well at least he got the clue and i dindt have to say anything.
i know i shouldnt, but i am stressing about my goods for the art show. im just fearing something out of portfolio day when i didnt have the right pieces anyone wanted to look at. fuck me. itd be so much easier to materialize things without needing materials.
that pretty much covers this weekend
signing off-Sate
i got new socks, they cheer me up looking at the bright colors on them. thats one of my favorite things, to wear dark colors and then to have a splash of bright pink or blue or so. but socks can only cheer me up so little.
danny kinda had me chill with some friend of his whos "single" and the rest of the boys, i could have done without that excursion to no mans land. oh well hes the man with the shrooms so it doesnt hurt to be nice. still i have a feeling ill never see any. damn it.adam had made a toast on saturday to sexual frustration and i said hells yeah, but i didnt really think it was a good idea to boost that sort of campaign in the first place and now im regretting the mere mention of some sort of hex on my sex. now that i think about it i dont remember the second half of his toast ive just been focusing on that part. its not adams fault, i would never have gone for the kid, he had no style, and although i found that he actually read decent books-the alchemist and was interested in eastern religion and its philosophy,his words gave him all away, "i'd love to have an intellectual conversation with you but im so high" - fucking loser. im a bitch, and i smoked his pot, which was shitty regs, but it kept me high all fucking day and it took nick out. that was funny. i dont think he really took an interest in me anyway because danny said that he told him i rolled my eyes when he went to shake my hand good bye. somehow little things about my personality are so abbrasive to people. oh well at least he got the clue and i dindt have to say anything.
i know i shouldnt, but i am stressing about my goods for the art show. im just fearing something out of portfolio day when i didnt have the right pieces anyone wanted to look at. fuck me. itd be so much easier to materialize things without needing materials.
that pretty much covers this weekend
signing off-Sate