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i'm talkin' to Nikki's mom on yahoo(she's like my mom too)..she told me that Kenny moved out.She said Nikki was losin' her friends cuz he was living there,and he was doing illegal stuff..so it was time for him to go..Nikki's upset about it..though i haven't talked to her yet.But mom(by mom i mean nikki's mom) says she is.I don't wanna be mean or anything but..maybe now i can spend a little time with her.I'm still gonna talk to her about all the things i've been thinkin' though..i have to get everything cleared up.Cuz i think if i don't talk to her it will just get worse.And i do not want that to happen.And also mom quit smokin' pot.So..we probably won't get any for a while..unless we get it from Deta..which is unlikely.But I'll live..I don't know about Nikki though..it might make her a little bitchy cuz she's so used to getting stoned.She does it almost everyday..well she did...but now who knows..I was thinkin'...i hope she doesn't go back to the whole "I don't wanna leave Deta" thing..it was Deta..then It was Kenny..then its cuz my house is boring.Don't get me wrong..i love Deta..but ya know..Nikki acts like she can't leave her or she'll die or something.I dunno...i'm just wondering what happened to her..i miss the old Nikki..like last year..we were inseperable...we were like twins..i mean we sorta still are..but its just not the same..i dunno..i'm gonna get everything cleared up eventually...i hope..also mom said Nikki needs me..its like all of a sudden you need me after he's gone?Why couldn't you need me when he was there?I dunno maybe i'm overreacting.Me and Mom are planning a surprise for Nik.She's gonna take Nik to church(lol)and pick me up around 1.And we're gonna go to the mall and see the fireworks(which should be beautiful).But Nik's not gonna know about it.Maybe this will cheer her up a little.Hopefully..I hate seeing her upset.Well..i'm gonna go now...cuz i know my petty problems are of no importance to you..bye
~Jenn~
~Jenn~