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so i just got done cleaning under my bed. woow there were a lot of papers and books under there.
while in the process, i found all of my old piano competition/festival score sheets. [well...most of them i think]
And i've received
1 I rating for UIL memorized, which meant i went on to state, but while at state i received a II
1 Superior++ rating for Piano Guild 2004
7 1+ rating for Sonatina Festivals, Jazz Festivals, Spring Festivals, and Fall Festival for the GMTA and RMTA
1 I rating for UIL NOT memorized....got a blue ribbon for that, but did not advance onto state as a result of not memorizing
3 I rating for 3 other festivals and
1 I- rating for Sonatina Festival one year
....in all those years, ive never made lower than a I, but this year at UIL i made a II ... a II
UIL has always been one of my easier competitions, i rarely worried about it.
and so of course, this year i didnt worry about it, in fact, i didn't practice at all till i got to Allen High School that morning.
why the hell am i slacking off during such an important year of my life??
So dissapointing cause things like this are my fault. i cant blame the judge, i cant blame the pedal, i can only blame my lack of seriousness, my lack of discipline.
and i have sonatina festival again this saturday, and yes...ive been practicing...we'll see how it goes.
If this is what i wanna do with my life, if this is my passion, i need to step it up...*game face on*
NEWAYS, OC is amazing
made me cry twice tonight which comes out to a total of THREE cries for this show.
gosh, sometimes i think i get sucked in too much and start relating everything to my life, and that's why i cry. LIke i start feeling their pain or whatever
hahahah, i know...wEird....but i love the show and everybody on it
minus rebecca....
=)
zing!
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got this from steven's profile
"how come i always see high school couples all over each other and yet i don't that much in older couples? i mean i know that they've been in love for longer but why don't they do it? my guess is that when love grows that strong, there is no need for superficial bullshit. you know, the type of bullshit where you constantly touch and hold each other, complement each other. a successful marriage seems to concern love on a different level. a level of love that is shared between family members is like the same thing i think. but i could also be wrong i was just thinking about this randomly and decided to put it in my profile because this is where bullshit belongs. faith is the strongest type of love...don't forget that "
woooooooow, it really surprised me when i opened his profile and read this cause this is exactly what i've been thinking for the past 2 weeks or so. ive been observing my parents relationship lately to see how theyve made it work for so long. i remember back in the day when they used to hold hands in the car ...and i remember when my mom would wake my dad up in the gentlest voice and tell him dinner's ready. Now, i dont see that as much, but i do know they still go out together alone a lot to Wal-Mart and Target and to the mall. Just like little dates from now and then =). They dont show the affection as much now as when they were younger, but i still know they love each other. So as two people grow together, i've realized that no matter how much I would want the affection or the sweet words, "when love grows that strong, there is no need for superficial bullshit." That's why married couples that im around are always joking around and making fun of each other....they've just grown so comfortable that they dont have to put on a show anymore, that starts to become how they show each other their love. so girls, when that butterfly feeling from your stomach escapes...dont worry, it's just part of life. it happens to everyone.
while in the process, i found all of my old piano competition/festival score sheets. [well...most of them i think]
And i've received
1 I rating for UIL memorized, which meant i went on to state, but while at state i received a II
1 Superior++ rating for Piano Guild 2004
7 1+ rating for Sonatina Festivals, Jazz Festivals, Spring Festivals, and Fall Festival for the GMTA and RMTA
1 I rating for UIL NOT memorized....got a blue ribbon for that, but did not advance onto state as a result of not memorizing
3 I rating for 3 other festivals and
1 I- rating for Sonatina Festival one year
....in all those years, ive never made lower than a I, but this year at UIL i made a II ... a II
UIL has always been one of my easier competitions, i rarely worried about it.
and so of course, this year i didnt worry about it, in fact, i didn't practice at all till i got to Allen High School that morning.
why the hell am i slacking off during such an important year of my life??
So dissapointing cause things like this are my fault. i cant blame the judge, i cant blame the pedal, i can only blame my lack of seriousness, my lack of discipline.
and i have sonatina festival again this saturday, and yes...ive been practicing...we'll see how it goes.
If this is what i wanna do with my life, if this is my passion, i need to step it up...*game face on*
NEWAYS, OC is amazing
made me cry twice tonight which comes out to a total of THREE cries for this show.
gosh, sometimes i think i get sucked in too much and start relating everything to my life, and that's why i cry. LIke i start feeling their pain or whatever
hahahah, i know...wEird....but i love the show and everybody on it
minus rebecca....
=)
zing!
----edit----
got this from steven's profile
"how come i always see high school couples all over each other and yet i don't that much in older couples? i mean i know that they've been in love for longer but why don't they do it? my guess is that when love grows that strong, there is no need for superficial bullshit. you know, the type of bullshit where you constantly touch and hold each other, complement each other. a successful marriage seems to concern love on a different level. a level of love that is shared between family members is like the same thing i think. but i could also be wrong i was just thinking about this randomly and decided to put it in my profile because this is where bullshit belongs. faith is the strongest type of love...don't forget that "
woooooooow, it really surprised me when i opened his profile and read this cause this is exactly what i've been thinking for the past 2 weeks or so. ive been observing my parents relationship lately to see how theyve made it work for so long. i remember back in the day when they used to hold hands in the car ...and i remember when my mom would wake my dad up in the gentlest voice and tell him dinner's ready. Now, i dont see that as much, but i do know they still go out together alone a lot to Wal-Mart and Target and to the mall. Just like little dates from now and then =). They dont show the affection as much now as when they were younger, but i still know they love each other. So as two people grow together, i've realized that no matter how much I would want the affection or the sweet words, "when love grows that strong, there is no need for superficial bullshit." That's why married couples that im around are always joking around and making fun of each other....they've just grown so comfortable that they dont have to put on a show anymore, that starts to become how they show each other their love. so girls, when that butterfly feeling from your stomach escapes...dont worry, it's just part of life. it happens to everyone.