Right...
So.. feelings.. I'm not very good at them but i figure that this is a good place where i can write out all my shit out! I half hope that noone ever reads this stuff but I know someone will.... Yep.
I'm 25 and have Cystic Fiboris and am living in BC right now waiting to move to Toronto for a double lung transplant and this will be my venting hole! Yeah, I guess that's a good place to start! I'm sure I'll only be posting here on my bad days since, like I said, not too good with talking about MY emotions.
It's 3:45am and I'm not tired in the least. Seems like this is happening a lot lately. I'm slipping into 'hospital' mode. Sleeping in and staying up just that little bit more every night until I sleep all day and watch tv and play super nintendo alone all night. I hate this.
Seems like the more that people want to be here for me and the more stuff that I have to sit back and let them do, the more alone I feel!
uhh.. yeah this is retarded so that's enough for me tonight.
I'm 25 and have Cystic Fiboris and am living in BC right now waiting to move to Toronto for a double lung transplant and this will be my venting hole! Yeah, I guess that's a good place to start! I'm sure I'll only be posting here on my bad days since, like I said, not too good with talking about MY emotions.
It's 3:45am and I'm not tired in the least. Seems like this is happening a lot lately. I'm slipping into 'hospital' mode. Sleeping in and staying up just that little bit more every night until I sleep all day and watch tv and play super nintendo alone all night. I hate this.
Seems like the more that people want to be here for me and the more stuff that I have to sit back and let them do, the more alone I feel!
uhh.. yeah this is retarded so that's enough for me tonight.