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Yea so work is going GREAT! The owner finally gave me the night shift to run and since then my paychecks have been the most theyve ever been. Of course I never actually get to have any FUN with that money lol but still.....it feels good to actually feel settled in ya know? Im starting to worry about one of my co-workers marylou....shes this crazy old lady thats always been there for me when I needed her. (She actually got me the manager job when I told her i might have to leave because I needed to make more money)...dogs ran away and I needed 75 to get them out...she wrote the check...needed an order to bonus....she gave it up..needed an ear and some advice..she was there...shes the best..and she recently just survived cancer...and now they think its back and the tumors in her leg are so bad they want to put her in a wheelchair. Im so scared for her...i want to just go hang out but knowing marylou shed try to sleep with me haha (shes like 63 literally)
I just wish there was something i could do for her.
Lizzy's out with mags again in canada, so Im kinda bored farting around at the house. Ive set a mission to stop beating off and its been about 2 weeks now...I feel like a friggin recovering alcoholic here. stupid hands.
My pops is trying to rent out the downstairs soon...we fixed it all up...and get this....his "prime clientelle" or whatever....is two college girls...WTF!!
is he TRYING to get me assassinated here!!??
Lizzy's ready to go kick him in his nuts hahaha
Lately ive been kinda feeling like the "life boat" is moving so damn fast and Im barely hanging on to the anchor. I dont know.... I guess ive always felt like this whenever schools not in session or things are kinda in a stand-still and not going FORWARD ya know. I think that its time for a change or an addition of some kind. Maybe I need to get on a basketball team or something....who knows..ill think it over
thank again journal...
I just wish there was something i could do for her.
Lizzy's out with mags again in canada, so Im kinda bored farting around at the house. Ive set a mission to stop beating off and its been about 2 weeks now...I feel like a friggin recovering alcoholic here. stupid hands.
My pops is trying to rent out the downstairs soon...we fixed it all up...and get this....his "prime clientelle" or whatever....is two college girls...WTF!!
is he TRYING to get me assassinated here!!??
Lizzy's ready to go kick him in his nuts hahaha
Lately ive been kinda feeling like the "life boat" is moving so damn fast and Im barely hanging on to the anchor. I dont know.... I guess ive always felt like this whenever schools not in session or things are kinda in a stand-still and not going FORWARD ya know. I think that its time for a change or an addition of some kind. Maybe I need to get on a basketball team or something....who knows..ill think it over
thank again journal...