ottawa, you're the fourth:
Seriously. What am I going to do with all these failures? They're piling up like sorry bones.
Science isn't fitting into the mould of my schedule. I don't like biochemistry today. There are days that I do. But today was not one of them. I have never felt so confined within the lab before, & all day I was itching to go home to shower just because I felt so dirty being surrounded by cells & bacteria & proteins. Some days, it's like forcing myself to swallow a bitter pill. Today, I don't care about signaling pathways and acronyms, so many freakin' acronyms.
This is me reaching a quarter-life crisis a week before I turn 21.
There is only one thing I can count on in my life. It may sound like foolishness to some (of you), but what I can tell you is that there's definitely a peace that's residing in me, a peace that transcends all earthly understanding.
Science isn't fitting into the mould of my schedule. I don't like biochemistry today. There are days that I do. But today was not one of them. I have never felt so confined within the lab before, & all day I was itching to go home to shower just because I felt so dirty being surrounded by cells & bacteria & proteins. Some days, it's like forcing myself to swallow a bitter pill. Today, I don't care about signaling pathways and acronyms, so many freakin' acronyms.
This is me reaching a quarter-life crisis a week before I turn 21.
There is only one thing I can count on in my life. It may sound like foolishness to some (of you), but what I can tell you is that there's definitely a peace that's residing in me, a peace that transcends all earthly understanding.