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I'm so happy today. I feel like singing at the top of my lungs. I adopted another Freshy Dianna. She's such a cute little freshy! I'm so thrilled!
Last night I got really fucked up hanging out with Mummsy Munster and Andrew. Andrew got really really ... touchy feely. I didn't like it so I'm just not going to call him for awhile. It's moving real fast and I'm not enjoying him. He kisses real wierd. I don't like it. Ahh well it's purely physical anyways. I left early last night at around 8:00 and watched some vh1 for the hell of it. "My fair Braidy" was so... ugh... I didn't know people could be that uninteligent. I felt my IQ lower just for watching 5 minutes of it. Crazy...
I feel beautiful for once in my life. I look in the mirror and I don't scowel at my appearence. It's a wonderful feeling, and I wouldn't give it up for the world. I just wonder when I will fall back into that void. Trip over my own feet and fall flat on my face. But I don't want to think about it until It happens. I found myself. Truely found the Anna deep inside of me. Locked away and bound in chains. Spiders crawling all over her. Twisted in vines. Distorted and dead. She is back to life, and able to breath. Happy. I forgot that feeling for so long. My soul Does feel resurected.
I am
Resurected Soul