God damnit!
Dana's making me feel bad because I said I want to talk more, and I think we talk too much.
...let me explain: I live for when we talk, it's the best times of my life. I wouldn't give it up for anything. I just don't want us to get sick of each other... or her to get sick of me :( Once again I fucked up cuz I worded something wrong. And she finally almost made me mad, when she said, "You better come back, Alesha's worried about you." Not to belittle Alesha or anything, but Dana told me that she doesn't care about me there, and that FUCKING SUCKS!!
AHHHHH!!
I punched the concrete downstairs it got me so mad at myself!
AHHH! GOD DAMN!
I cried for fucking 3 hours, all during The New Guy which I wanted to watch cuz it's being returned tomorrow, and I pushed my mom to get it.
The movie helped my spirits a little, but now that it's over, I'm back to focusing on the situation at hand... which sucks.
But I still wanna die.
God damn.
This sucks.
I don't think anything would be half this bad if I lived near her. :'(
...let me explain: I live for when we talk, it's the best times of my life. I wouldn't give it up for anything. I just don't want us to get sick of each other... or her to get sick of me :( Once again I fucked up cuz I worded something wrong. And she finally almost made me mad, when she said, "You better come back, Alesha's worried about you." Not to belittle Alesha or anything, but Dana told me that she doesn't care about me there, and that FUCKING SUCKS!!
AHHHHH!!
I punched the concrete downstairs it got me so mad at myself!
AHHH! GOD DAMN!
I cried for fucking 3 hours, all during The New Guy which I wanted to watch cuz it's being returned tomorrow, and I pushed my mom to get it.
The movie helped my spirits a little, but now that it's over, I'm back to focusing on the situation at hand... which sucks.
But I still wanna die.
God damn.
This sucks.
I don't think anything would be half this bad if I lived near her. :'(