So yeah
I started my new job almost 2 weeks ago... I finally work for Computer Exchange (After 2 years of applying for a job there) things are going good... I bought Metal Gear Solid (US), Wild Arms (UK) and Gran Turismo 2 (US) all for like 14 bucks so I'm playing through those games again to try and rekindle my love affair with my trusty old PSOne... The job pays peanuts but I'm enjoying it so thats all that matters.
Uhm... this is the first time I've been online since I started work ;_;
So I look at my e-mail and theres a mail from Lanny with the title "Its Roxy!" straight away my heart sinks... I open it up and theres no message... just a single attatchment... I know its going to be a picture of Roxy so I havent opened it yet... I mean it hurt bad enough when a girl that looked like her came into my shop last week... Its hard to stop thinking about her.
I sound crazy, rambling on about a girl I've never even met before ^^; I know it sounds weird but a small part of me hopes that one day she'll read this and see how much of a hold she had/has over me =\
Aaaaaaah.... the brain hurts!!
Now lets see... what else was I going to say... *thinks*
Oh yeah...
3 other things happened this week:
1. I decided to start smoking pot a lot more, because life is boringly painful!
2. I decided to stop smoking regular cigarettes!
and last but probably the biggest decision I've made in a long time:
3. I quit my band and effectively gave up on my guitar/music career
Reason: I suck
Infact I could give that reason for pretty much every decision I ever made =\
Uhm... this is the first time I've been online since I started work ;_;
So I look at my e-mail and theres a mail from Lanny with the title "Its Roxy!" straight away my heart sinks... I open it up and theres no message... just a single attatchment... I know its going to be a picture of Roxy so I havent opened it yet... I mean it hurt bad enough when a girl that looked like her came into my shop last week... Its hard to stop thinking about her.
I sound crazy, rambling on about a girl I've never even met before ^^; I know it sounds weird but a small part of me hopes that one day she'll read this and see how much of a hold she had/has over me =\
Aaaaaaah.... the brain hurts!!
Now lets see... what else was I going to say... *thinks*
Oh yeah...
3 other things happened this week:
1. I decided to start smoking pot a lot more, because life is boringly painful!
2. I decided to stop smoking regular cigarettes!
and last but probably the biggest decision I've made in a long time:
3. I quit my band and effectively gave up on my guitar/music career
Reason: I suck
Infact I could give that reason for pretty much every decision I ever made =\