amused
I just got through reading josh's entire livejournal. pretty amusing, honestly. I think I typed a few things up in word to remember to ask him about later, but mostly it was just fun to read. he used to be just as sad as me, only madder, and with less outlets. he also, apparently, used to have feelings about things. he doesn't do that so much, anymore. but, for example, he used to dream about sex and love and marriage and a house and family, and he's getting all those things now, so that's a plus. also, when asked if he could have any animal for a pet, he said some sort of cool lizard. ha! I got him a bearded dragon when his hamster, cunt, died. and I never even knew he wanted a lizard. awesome. no wonder he's marrying me; I can read his mind. lol. but I'm going to try to get him to post more, I think. that way if he DOES experience a feeling other than apathy, he will be able to express it. well, that's it for now.