Moved!
Again, heh. That'll be about 14 or 15 times in my life so far. Think I just lost count. Anyway though, things are doing wonderful now that I'm sorta settled in. Nanaga, Tim and Cooper make quite pleasant roommates to just fool around with and hang out. And Tim is quite a good cook too! Yay for taco stuff!
Anyway though, Spectra, Ash and I have had a bit of a talk over things and we all agreed that we held in a lot of our problems till the dam burst and all came out in a rather ugly flood of rage. We've since made up and are still good friends. I would personally like to apologize for many of the things I have said about them in my LJ because I don't do too well when I get angry. Restorf has always been a character I created to be my animal spirit guide, but sometimes I tend to let loose his ugly side. Rather than think things over logically, I'll reflect his own way of dealing with things: sheer rage and retaliation. I don't mean to say that this is not my fault or anything. Restorf is both a part of me and my guardian. But I need to know when I need that kind of emotion.
Regardless, things have turned out for the better perhaps. We're still friends and quite frankly I feel like my entire life is slowly changing for the better lately. It's been a long while since I've felt truly happy like I am now.
I'll probably be offline for a little bit until I can get a wireless adaptor or cable internet, but if anyone needs me they can contact me by email at grievemccain@yahoo.com (I still have access to email at least). And get a hold of me if you can, Ilkarin. I need to get your address again! *bonks head and snickers*
Anyway though, Spectra, Ash and I have had a bit of a talk over things and we all agreed that we held in a lot of our problems till the dam burst and all came out in a rather ugly flood of rage. We've since made up and are still good friends. I would personally like to apologize for many of the things I have said about them in my LJ because I don't do too well when I get angry. Restorf has always been a character I created to be my animal spirit guide, but sometimes I tend to let loose his ugly side. Rather than think things over logically, I'll reflect his own way of dealing with things: sheer rage and retaliation. I don't mean to say that this is not my fault or anything. Restorf is both a part of me and my guardian. But I need to know when I need that kind of emotion.
Regardless, things have turned out for the better perhaps. We're still friends and quite frankly I feel like my entire life is slowly changing for the better lately. It's been a long while since I've felt truly happy like I am now.
I'll probably be offline for a little bit until I can get a wireless adaptor or cable internet, but if anyone needs me they can contact me by email at grievemccain@yahoo.com (I still have access to email at least). And get a hold of me if you can, Ilkarin. I need to get your address again! *bonks head and snickers*