Hm...
I've been taking another look at things in my life and I kinda wanted to try and get a few things off my chest that have been bothering me lately.
I don't really know what it is at all, but quite often I run across people in real life or on chats who take a liking to me...but want something changed. It's usually a physical appearance, ie changing my fursona species into anything but a komodo dragon. Sometimes it's a part of my lifestyle. Whatever it is, I've just gotten rather irritated at the number of people that I know that seem to want me as I am...but different. A good friend of mine often likes to change her physical self and she has quite a lot of fun with it. I find it very cute myself, but I still love who they always have been originally. If someone has fun with transforming themselves, that's one thing, but to constantly be asked if I could change something about myself just makes me feel, well, inadequate.
I'm not one to blame these people at all, but I do want it known that I dearly care for who I am. Restorf has and always be a character that is me, one and the same. To even have him mocked is as if someone were to hit my child.
I don't really know what it is at all, but quite often I run across people in real life or on chats who take a liking to me...but want something changed. It's usually a physical appearance, ie changing my fursona species into anything but a komodo dragon. Sometimes it's a part of my lifestyle. Whatever it is, I've just gotten rather irritated at the number of people that I know that seem to want me as I am...but different. A good friend of mine often likes to change her physical self and she has quite a lot of fun with it. I find it very cute myself, but I still love who they always have been originally. If someone has fun with transforming themselves, that's one thing, but to constantly be asked if I could change something about myself just makes me feel, well, inadequate.
I'm not one to blame these people at all, but I do want it known that I dearly care for who I am. Restorf has and always be a character that is me, one and the same. To even have him mocked is as if someone were to hit my child.