in the dumps

[restlessplague]

things haven't been going too good since yesterday..
I feel that everything is out of my control..
I know I need to leave it up to Him..
but it doesn't stop me from losing sleep or feeling oh so depressed..
I feel like shit..
and I think I'm taking it out on baby..
I want to love her properly..
I want to be happy..

good night world.