May 01, 2005 22:25
i haven't been to school much this week. tuesday was senior cut day and the grade-wide party was at mike epstein's house, unfortunately located in bronxville. it wasn't that much of a hassle to get there cause our entire acting class went to acting for two periods. our show was on friday so we pretty much had to. after that we all took car services to mike's house. it was actually really fun. dana had an unfortunate incident which i won't go into...it's basically fine but lizzie got dicked out of being there in the process. basically the good that came out of it was the beginning of a talk with dana where i tried to address the whole "good drinking" thing. as in, it's time that she learns her limits with alcohol and attempts having a good time without getting totally trashed. i sound like a total bitch saying this...but it's all true.
i had pretty much recovered from a cold before tuesday but after the ridiculous amount of smoking and running around, i was sick again by wednesday. i didn't go to school on thursday or friday except to go to rehearsal and do the show. the show, by the way, was awesome. it was a collection of all of our one man shows. so when we weren't performing our own shows (an exhausting task in and of itself), we were busy being stage hands for the rest of our class. it all worked out really well though. it felt so good to do my last show at fieldston...and do it well. i can't describe how good it feels. we also had a nice hootinany at, well, casey's afterwards. jesus i was drunk.
yesterday i drove ALL DAY. after driving legally in driver's ed (our instructor says we're all doing splendidly), i ran like fifty errands with my father. i drove us around all of manhattan. i dropped off my resume at labyrinth and barnes and noble so let's keep our fingers crossed. i then spent the night alone in my room...just the way i wanted it.
today i had the most stressful shopping session i've ever experienced. my mom and i went to anthropologie to get a founder's day/graduation day dress. i tried on so much shit and had to realize each time that i just don't look good in dresses. at all. but we finally found one that i really really like. the anthropologie people told me again and again how ashley judd wore it to good morning america. so if it's good enough for her.....the new stress now is over shoes. i have no shoes that go with this dress. and no time this week to get them. well, some time. either way it's going to be stressful. and i still really don't want to go to prom. mainly cause it involves getting another dress, which means going through the same shit and cleaning out my parents' wallet yet again. also it could be really not fun. but lily says we'll all be in a limo together if we (that means you, lizzie...and dana) decide to go.
i could link to the dress on the anthropologie website....but i won't. only to lizzie if she wants to see it.
anyway apparently we have no school tomorrow. or like, only d band. i really just shouldn't go. but...i should. so i will. maybe. ok i won't. i'll get shoes instead.
school over=may 20th.
oh yeah and i'm speaking at graduation. any suggestions would be great.
TV!