Strange
it's weird it seems like every time i sign onto this thing something is different. anyway, so i am gracing live journal with my wise words today because i'm at work and i'm going stark raving mad,thinking about things and i can't really talk to anyone about it so all of you what, three people who actually read this get to hear me, strike that, read about me bitching. so i went on this date last night with daniels best friend, i know, bad idea to start with, but i met the guy a few months ago very briefly while he was drunk then i met him again 2 weeks ago (to the day, come to think of it) actually he was drunk again, but it only took me a few hours and a few shots and momosa's (sp) to catch up with him. hey lets be honest we all know how i am. anyway long story short we hit it off and he called me, this right here was the shocking part because i didn't think he would actually call me and he did, so he got bonus points, but i couldn't really talk when he called b/c i was in Miss. so he said he would call me back fri. or sat. and he did! imagine that? then we made plans to go out on thursday, talked to him to finalize things on tues. anyway, come thursday me being the crazy person i am i kind of didn't want to go b/c i was nervous or whatever. anyway so we went out, it was great, he told me i looked great, we talked forever, then we went to go see a movie. good date right, except there are just a few things that keep making me worry.
first thing, we were talking and joking around and i said something like this "blah, blah, blah . . . can tell people i dated a guy who . . . " talking about him, ok i admit that i shouldn't have said "dated" like we were actually dating but it slipped big deal, thing is HE CORRECTED ME!! and said " . . . you can say you've been ON A DATE with . . . " is that a bad sign or what but i'm confused because we talked about doing more stuff together not ten minutes before, and yes i realize we are not technically dating, i get that and we may never really be "dating" but could he not have just let it go, so what am i supposed to think? geez. men are so frustrating. anyway the date continues and this interaction keeps sticking out in my mind the whole night of course. but one of the things we had talked about doing is going to the Mint Museum on sat because i mentioned i was planning on going and he said he would like to come. (i'll come back to this) later on at the movie theater where he works his friends were trying to figure out if he was gonna come party w/ them the next night (tonight). so we were saying good night and he brought up the mint museum again and said he'd definitely like to go, and he said he would probably go over to daniel and wes's to hang out after work tonight (that means they would be drinking) and that i should come. yada yada yada. i told him to call me and let me know his plans, and i'd let him know.
so today i still cant get that "dating" vs "on a date" thing out of my head and second of all i can't decide if i should go to daniel and wes's tonight if he calls me--to make those of ya'll who might worry about me feel better i wouldn't be planning on drinking if i go. that said i really want to go, but i feel like the rules of "THE GAME" say that i shouldn't. and now i'm just all confused. kim says i should go because i need to get a feel for what he really wants from me and if i go tonight it might give me a clearer picture. so there that's what's on my mind. and i can't stop thinking about it. but otherwise, he seems like a genuinely nice guy, and i had a lovely time last night, even though i have blisters from my heels.
whooo, i feel like i just said that in one long breath.
first thing, we were talking and joking around and i said something like this "blah, blah, blah . . . can tell people i dated a guy who . . . " talking about him, ok i admit that i shouldn't have said "dated" like we were actually dating but it slipped big deal, thing is HE CORRECTED ME!! and said " . . . you can say you've been ON A DATE with . . . " is that a bad sign or what but i'm confused because we talked about doing more stuff together not ten minutes before, and yes i realize we are not technically dating, i get that and we may never really be "dating" but could he not have just let it go, so what am i supposed to think? geez. men are so frustrating. anyway the date continues and this interaction keeps sticking out in my mind the whole night of course. but one of the things we had talked about doing is going to the Mint Museum on sat because i mentioned i was planning on going and he said he would like to come. (i'll come back to this) later on at the movie theater where he works his friends were trying to figure out if he was gonna come party w/ them the next night (tonight). so we were saying good night and he brought up the mint museum again and said he'd definitely like to go, and he said he would probably go over to daniel and wes's to hang out after work tonight (that means they would be drinking) and that i should come. yada yada yada. i told him to call me and let me know his plans, and i'd let him know.
so today i still cant get that "dating" vs "on a date" thing out of my head and second of all i can't decide if i should go to daniel and wes's tonight if he calls me--to make those of ya'll who might worry about me feel better i wouldn't be planning on drinking if i go. that said i really want to go, but i feel like the rules of "THE GAME" say that i shouldn't. and now i'm just all confused. kim says i should go because i need to get a feel for what he really wants from me and if i go tonight it might give me a clearer picture. so there that's what's on my mind. and i can't stop thinking about it. but otherwise, he seems like a genuinely nice guy, and i had a lovely time last night, even though i have blisters from my heels.
whooo, i feel like i just said that in one long breath.