judgement
Well he came down.
Story goes as follows:
He called last night to say he couldn't make it because his ball game ran late and he wouldn't get here until like 3 am. So we made arrangements for him to show up today at 9.
5:30 am - phone rings: I pick it up, I say hello, he says hello back. I was like where are you? Response: 20kms from your place. My response : WTF? ARE YOU NUTS? it's 5:30 am
at this point he had been up for 24 hours. He shows up, I get a hug, he comes in and we head up to my room.
I kiss him (he said I'd have to make the first move in that department) we do a little of this a little of that, we sleep.
11ish- he gets up, gets dressed, grabs his bag and says he has to check his phone for messages from his bro. I was like, eh why are you taking your bag? Apparently he had everything it the bag, money, wallet, keys. He says he carries it everywhere. Anyway I asked why he was waiting for a call from his bro. He had neglected to tell me that his bro may call him for help this weekend since the accident a couple of weekends ago. I was like why didn't you tell me earlier?
Bro had called, bro's gf is in the hospital. He leaves.
before he left he said that he was happy he came down, that we'll have to do it again and that I still have an open invitation to his place.
Now here's the question: was this all said to make me feel better because he wants nothing to do with me? If that's the case then why would a comment of "I'm afraid you'll take one look at me then think to yourself "what the hell was I thinking" and then you'll want to leave" get a response of "that won't happen" Or why would he say something like "there's more of you to hold" to a comment of me being on the big side.
I knew things were going to be different in person but he's very hard to read. If he is interested he didn't really show it outside of the bedroom.
I guess I'm just still expecting it to blow up in my face. So far I've not even really had the chance to see what he's fully like in person.
Guess I have to wait and see how the email's go.
Story goes as follows:
He called last night to say he couldn't make it because his ball game ran late and he wouldn't get here until like 3 am. So we made arrangements for him to show up today at 9.
5:30 am - phone rings: I pick it up, I say hello, he says hello back. I was like where are you? Response: 20kms from your place. My response : WTF? ARE YOU NUTS? it's 5:30 am
at this point he had been up for 24 hours. He shows up, I get a hug, he comes in and we head up to my room.
I kiss him (he said I'd have to make the first move in that department) we do a little of this a little of that, we sleep.
11ish- he gets up, gets dressed, grabs his bag and says he has to check his phone for messages from his bro. I was like, eh why are you taking your bag? Apparently he had everything it the bag, money, wallet, keys. He says he carries it everywhere. Anyway I asked why he was waiting for a call from his bro. He had neglected to tell me that his bro may call him for help this weekend since the accident a couple of weekends ago. I was like why didn't you tell me earlier?
Bro had called, bro's gf is in the hospital. He leaves.
before he left he said that he was happy he came down, that we'll have to do it again and that I still have an open invitation to his place.
Now here's the question: was this all said to make me feel better because he wants nothing to do with me? If that's the case then why would a comment of "I'm afraid you'll take one look at me then think to yourself "what the hell was I thinking" and then you'll want to leave" get a response of "that won't happen" Or why would he say something like "there's more of you to hold" to a comment of me being on the big side.
I knew things were going to be different in person but he's very hard to read. If he is interested he didn't really show it outside of the bedroom.
I guess I'm just still expecting it to blow up in my face. So far I've not even really had the chance to see what he's fully like in person.
Guess I have to wait and see how the email's go.