Apr 07, 2003 01:32
why is it I have so much trouble with men?
great as friends. I have some really great guy friends. Most supportive, caring bunch of guys. But when it comes down to having someone to love me, they just don't.
I've stopped looking for Mr. Please love me yet I still get the assholes lining up at my door. It's like, take a number, pass them on asshole line. Even ones that come off as sincere and sweet. I've begun to question my judgement, which makes me extremely untrustful. Just when you think there's a catch, I find out I have to throw him back. Not because I am not interested, but because he's not.
I think I was born in the wrong era.
I don't want Mr. Buttfuck Hillbilly Redneck. I want someone who knows how to shower, dress and has some little bit of sweetness to him. He doesn't exist in my world.