Someone please tell me what I am doing!?!?!?!
Because I have no clue.
I spent the night somewhere, where I probably shouldn't have lol. Just like old times, you know. At least the feelings aren't there on my end. I was so totally and completely ready to go home after, well you know.... but he crawled in bed beside me and held me for most of the night. It felt great being held. It felt good being held with no strings too. My real question is......how can I not feel anything now?
I spent the night somewhere, where I probably shouldn't have lol. Just like old times, you know. At least the feelings aren't there on my end. I was so totally and completely ready to go home after, well you know.... but he crawled in bed beside me and held me for most of the night. It felt great being held. It felt good being held with no strings too. My real question is......how can I not feel anything now?