One day I will quit using the word hobos as conversational filler
So. I have already written this post in my head; now I just gotta figure out how on earth to type it. ...yes, that probably means I should have gone to bed instead of futzing with my phone for hours.
Despite being relatively productive lately, sometimes I still feel like I've wasted my whole life. Like everything I do is selfish and pointless beyond the next few months.
And. It seems like more and more often, chebonne says that I make her sad with how closed off I am to new things. Every time she says it, lately, I just hear Andy Wyatt telling Toby she won't remarry him because he's too sad. You know. She's my best friend, and she has enough to worry about without me being- What I've always been. Hell. I'm not as bad as I used to be, even.
Anyway. Meme?
Some days, you head to work in the morning and all you can think is "if I died today, if one of these dickwads hit me with his car and I died, what the fuck would anyone have to say about me, about my life?"
Or, if that's too morbid, how about "what would you say, if you were telling someone who has never met me about me?"
Despite being relatively productive lately, sometimes I still feel like I've wasted my whole life. Like everything I do is selfish and pointless beyond the next few months.
And. It seems like more and more often, chebonne says that I make her sad with how closed off I am to new things. Every time she says it, lately, I just hear Andy Wyatt telling Toby she won't remarry him because he's too sad. You know. She's my best friend, and she has enough to worry about without me being- What I've always been. Hell. I'm not as bad as I used to be, even.
Anyway. Meme?
Some days, you head to work in the morning and all you can think is "if I died today, if one of these dickwads hit me with his car and I died, what the fuck would anyone have to say about me, about my life?"
Or, if that's too morbid, how about "what would you say, if you were telling someone who has never met me about me?"