Mar 04, 2005 04:20
"backstairs and love affairs..."
It is far too early for complications. I keep learning the same lessons over and again. Reminding myself in this manner has never been efficacious.
Reflecting on what i feel is certain to arise, I begin to see how it can only, in some miserable way, become some trite redundancy. But I can't live in a vacuum.. Can anyone?
These are the consequences. Exhale the smoke, watch it rise in rings, spiralling up and out and around, expanding in circumference, all the while stretching thinner, less substantial, into dissipation....
and yet hungrier still. Alive and breathing....