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What can i say? The year is ending, and not only am i leaving the freshman year behind, and everything that happened in it, im leaving a few friendships i truely cherish, all in the past. Not everything lasts forever, but it would have been nice to hold onto something so special, for just a bit longer.
I'll be gone all summer, and im sure a few of you are thinking "thank god", which is pretty depressing. This year i've been judged so much, and its not fair. No one really took enough time to get to know me, and understand the little annoying things i do, or why i do some things. even one of my best friends couldnt take time out to listen to me, and try to understand me. Now that friend is gone.
I hope by leaving this year, i'll be leaving some flaws about me behind. (even though it would be nice, to know what the main flaws are, since some one wont tell me) I hope when i leave this year, and return, the year will be better.
Im so glad that our little freshman drama will end very soon. It's all just shit. If you have a problem with someone, come out and say it. Dont be so afraid, whats the worse thats going to happen?
Think about this:
What if you wanted to tell some one something, but either wasnt too chicken to say it, or never got around to it, and that person was killed. What happens then? Your going to have to live your life knowing "i wanted to tell them something, and i never got to". Or you die, and that person never knew what you had to say to them.
Just get things out into the open, before its too late..
I have made one of the most incredible friends this year, and i just hope, she doesnt leave, like all the other friends, that i thought were amazing too.
Why cant you just love me, for me..
Theres no such thing as perfect, so except my flaws, instead of pushing me away
I'll be gone all summer, and im sure a few of you are thinking "thank god", which is pretty depressing. This year i've been judged so much, and its not fair. No one really took enough time to get to know me, and understand the little annoying things i do, or why i do some things. even one of my best friends couldnt take time out to listen to me, and try to understand me. Now that friend is gone.
I hope by leaving this year, i'll be leaving some flaws about me behind. (even though it would be nice, to know what the main flaws are, since some one wont tell me) I hope when i leave this year, and return, the year will be better.
Im so glad that our little freshman drama will end very soon. It's all just shit. If you have a problem with someone, come out and say it. Dont be so afraid, whats the worse thats going to happen?
Think about this:
What if you wanted to tell some one something, but either wasnt too chicken to say it, or never got around to it, and that person was killed. What happens then? Your going to have to live your life knowing "i wanted to tell them something, and i never got to". Or you die, and that person never knew what you had to say to them.
Just get things out into the open, before its too late..
I have made one of the most incredible friends this year, and i just hope, she doesnt leave, like all the other friends, that i thought were amazing too.
Why cant you just love me, for me..
Theres no such thing as perfect, so except my flaws, instead of pushing me away