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Apr 28, 2004 15:16

well today was shit, complete and total shit. i went to first hour so pissed off, but tried to hide it. i told aly about it and she knew all about it and gave me a little bit of what happened, who was talkin who wasnt basically, so that doesnt matter im glad she told me, and if ne one gets mad she told, well whatever cuz you were talkin bad about me and i had a right to know

french i didnt speak to gina, i was going to but i was on the verge of crying so i didnt. i went downstairs to find slapke and talk to her and krystine. krystine asked what was wrong and i just started crying. it was bad. i think this is the first time i've had a shoulder to cry on, since i lived in ohio. i never cry in front of people because no one would care, obviously since no one really likes me.

lunch i sat with jcho, and mike. they're funny. thanks you guys for lettin me sit there.

dance eh whatever

drama i was gonna talk to gina because by then i wasnt crying ne more, and i was just like AHHHHHHHH cuz i knew almost everything that was said. i sat in the hall so i wouldnt have to bother gina, consider she doesnt like me ne ways.

once again this is to everyone who talks shit about me..

get some guts and tell it to my face, it'll hurt me, but when i found out you all did it behind my back instead of telin me like friends, which your suppose to be, it felt like a thousand knives stabbed my heart. its not right talking behind peoples back. yeah i've done it, not like this tho. i dont say mean shit, cuz one if i have sumthing mean to say im gonna keep it to myself so no one spreads it, and i dont talk behind my friends backs even if they're annoying me. maybe i say like "i wish she'd stick up for me, i love her and all but when it comes to this shit its like grr" nothing bad, because i've told that person all that before. im sorry to everyone who i annoy and for bothering you. you wont have to worry about me because i'll just leave all of you alone and u can all go be happy with out me, and talk about me whenever u want. your better off with out me ne ways..

talking behind your friends back is one of the worst things u can do, if your really truley friends with them, why would u wanna hurt them?

thanks for hurting me
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