killing is killing me but slowly slowing me down

[restedinblood]

so yeah once again i didnt go to school today i dont know why somethings in school i cant handle.

tomrorow im going though. i have to. sucks but i have to.

each and every day reality hits in and seems as if i get sadder and sadder.

tonight recording vocals i guess thats a positive note

i just want this demo to be done and to play shows its the only thing in life that makes me happy playing music with friends and co peers that all like the same time of music.

i really do hope things get better

" driving hand in hand with yours as we look at these stars tonight
your eyes shine oh so bright , why would it be different to leave rather than to stay
as i begin to smile i realize this is fake and fades away
too many thoughts and questions not answering the right ones
another wasted day of dumb drugs and stupid people
im getting sick of this place get me out of here
you havent fooled me i just fooled myself
get over it , let go, feel alive tonight
for my darling take me away from this shitty place
and lift me up oh so high for youve chosen to stay and live
and play. without you id be a ball of dust crumbled up on the sidewalk
remember to wake up and remind yourself that this is a dream..."