This is all so Surreal
wow its been a long time since ive wrote in this thing. i am currently living back at my house which feels great. Ive come to realized after a long long time that the things i have been doing were the dumbest and wrong things ive done in my life time. I am ready for that step and thats the new step. The step where i give up on all the dumb things like stealing, lying, and of course using drugs and alcohol. Ive come to realize family is so much more important . And this past month living on my own has been hard. I dont think i could of done it with out my friend Brian and letting me stay there. I thank him and his family for letting me stay there. God Bless America. I havent been on any medication and to be honest i feel fine without them. The only thing bringing me down are the actions ive done and the things i wish i could of done. im not too sure about things. THis is my first time being online in a while. Today i had band practice and yesterday as well of course it was TIGHT. i love our new song. i cant wait what the future holds for our band even if its just playing local shows, going on tour or even just practicing once a week in justins garage . Either way i have a great time with those guys.