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[restedinblood]

i find myself in a good mood in the morning than when i come home im low again

things never work out they way id like them to but thats life

and life is reality and reality sucks

ill pour out these tears as the rain falls from gods eyes
the years have got me down .. soon ill drown. drown away
ive shared thousands ,thousands
now look and fall through with
these days shreding it up to put the past away
your memory hurts me as much as i hurt myself
the promises you never kept and the promises i left
the walkway down the street seems much closer than can be
those steps you showed me and those battlescars still remain
moving on to better places is as heartless as regrets
time is nothing along with these pills
ill shatter the pieces that kept us forever
id even slit my wrists to make it feel better
i keep counting and im not getting anywhere
this small muscle in my body twitches
and aches from my heartless mistakes
i look around at all the people
and for once not to think
about this... this you say... you said things would be alright...
ill shatter the pieces that kept us forever
id even slit my wrists to make it feel better
this will not match up to that day
the day i felt remorse the day i felt unloved
those days where i sat and lied saying it was better
when i was just falling from the sky..