loner
i got a job.
summer has officailly started.
you would think this is the point where i really start to have fun. but you can't have fun when your own friends don't even want to hang out with you. i feel as though most of my friends hate me right now. they don't even usually bothered to ask if i want to do things with them anymore. i don't know what the deal is. i really do want to hang out with them, but i guess the feelings aren't mutual, cause they don't even ask me anymore. i hear that the "group" is hanging out and wondering why i didn't get ask. all i know is it is really starting to hurt my feelings and i'm feeling really left out. i'm starting to really hate myself and second guessing if i'm a good friend or not. this really sucks.
summer has officailly started.
you would think this is the point where i really start to have fun. but you can't have fun when your own friends don't even want to hang out with you. i feel as though most of my friends hate me right now. they don't even usually bothered to ask if i want to do things with them anymore. i don't know what the deal is. i really do want to hang out with them, but i guess the feelings aren't mutual, cause they don't even ask me anymore. i hear that the "group" is hanging out and wondering why i didn't get ask. all i know is it is really starting to hurt my feelings and i'm feeling really left out. i'm starting to really hate myself and second guessing if i'm a good friend or not. this really sucks.