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Sorry I haven't been around much. Life has been a bit off lately. Not quite sure what is going on with me, I seem to be failing to follow through on anything lately. I really need to find a job so that I can stop being so lazy and just drifting through life. Somehow wedding plans are falling into place. I was so excited about planning the wedding and everything but now I just wish we had eloped and run off. It seems that every decision I make is being looked at funny by someone. I am so tired of feeling like no matter what I do nobody is gonna be happy including me. Weddings are supposed to be a happy thing. The only consistantly bright spot is that after the wedding I will be married to a man who loves me unconditionally and who I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with. Guess I don't have it so bad after all. At least on my last trip home I got alot of stuff accomplished wedding wise. Photographer booked, florist booked, tuxes picked, centerpieces finalized. Now I just have to make it to June.
In weird fandom related informtaion: I play this online game with the boy. Last night we made new characters and started playing them. Both of the characters were magic users etc. I named mine Bella Black since I like playing my characters a bit evil. Made her beautiful but a bit cruel looking in the eyes etc. I guess I made her a bit too good. We had a quest to kill Padfoot. There was literally a character that we had to kill, named Garrick Padfoot. It made me so sad. He just thought it was funny. Course he thinks my "obsession" with Harry Potter is a bit funny anyway. He literally cringes when I start talking HP to people. Being home with my family all of whom read and love Harry is a bit much for him.
Basically I just wanted to throw a quick post up to let my friends know what's going on. I still ♥ you all and am very interested in everything that goes on, but am finding it really hard to actually do stuff lately. So although I may not comment or post alot I am still around etc.
In weird fandom related informtaion: I play this online game with the boy. Last night we made new characters and started playing them. Both of the characters were magic users etc. I named mine Bella Black since I like playing my characters a bit evil. Made her beautiful but a bit cruel looking in the eyes etc. I guess I made her a bit too good. We had a quest to kill Padfoot. There was literally a character that we had to kill, named Garrick Padfoot. It made me so sad. He just thought it was funny. Course he thinks my "obsession" with Harry Potter is a bit funny anyway. He literally cringes when I start talking HP to people. Being home with my family all of whom read and love Harry is a bit much for him.
Basically I just wanted to throw a quick post up to let my friends know what's going on. I still ♥ you all and am very interested in everything that goes on, but am finding it really hard to actually do stuff lately. So although I may not comment or post alot I am still around etc.