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right now i'm in prob & stat. we have this big 100pt project due tomorrow & yeah, our's is not even close to being done. oh well. whats 100pts right? ha. i'm so sick of school, i dont even care anymore. i'm failing all my classes, like; seriously. all of 'em. prob & stat i signed a mid-quarter for, physics i'll need one, english i'll need one, economics i think i'm alright, gym i'm gonna fail but i dont care & i think thats all. so three of my four major subjects. oh well. i'm failing gym because i dont want to do anything & i just dont care.
the last episode of friends is tonight & guess where i'm gonna be? work. so i'm going to have my wonderful, ever-so-loving family tape it for me. if they forget; we'll have problems.
speaking of problems; cant say i'm a big fan of my boyfriend telling me he's going home right after work ( 8:30PM ).. not calling until 11PM & then telling me he's still not home & he's going out. calling @ 12AM when he finally gets home & when i ask him what he was doing; he just said he was "out". definitely cant say i like that too much. but what can i do about it? we talked this morning on my way to school & he said he & his friends had to go take care of some kid that his friend didnt like. @ 11PM you're gonna go fight? i dont think so. but then again its pottstown so ya never know. but shad's not really a "fighty" kinda guy, so i dont know. its just hard to trust someone ( again ) when they dont tell you what they did all night, ya know? whatever though. i knew this was going to happen so i cant really bitch about it.
i get to leave @ 2PM instead of 2:45PM from school now. because i have 9th period study hall & i get to leave when i have a pass. and i have it, therefore i can leave. i think jenn might come get me everyday & then we'll just chill when she's on her lunch break. thats cool. tanning & food before we go to work. i dont know; its only 45MINS but still, its nice. thats time i dont have to be in this hellhole.
now that i mention hellholes; i get paid today. thats exciting. i'll have like $500 in the bank then. good shit. gotta start saving money for college & a car & all that stuff. an apartment so i can move the hell outta here & date whomever i so wish to date, regardless of their skin color. and not get shit for it, because some people have a problem with that kinda stuff. fuck 'em.
but i'm gonna go & see if maybe we might pass this project. cuz failing would be a bad thing. love you guys!