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well long time & no update. i'm upstairs in physics & yes, well. i've been sick this past week. thursday i was sick in school & i didnt go to work. friday i didnt go to school but i went to work. saturday i had work & sunday i just kinda chilled. didnt take a shower until like 3 & then is slept for a while.
me & rashad are back together & everything is okay for now. i mean; of course i'm going to have trust issues because of what happened, but i dont know. listen to "foolish" by ashanti & amen to all that. thats exactly how i feel. "see when i get the strength to leave you always tell me that you need me. & i'm weak cuz i believe you & i'm mad because i love you. so i stop to think that maybe you can learn to appreciate me. then it all remains the same that you aint never gonna change." & the sad thing is like, i want to trust him so bad. & i love him. so its hard. but yes. anyways.
prom is less than a month away & i dont have my dress or anything! procrastination to the fullest baby. i'll go sometime during school i think one day. i dont know; i want to get one soon! so shad can get fitted for his tux & stuff like that.
i graduate in 29 school days. can you believe that? june 7th 2004 baby. & wow i can not wait. i used to be scared; but now i'm just so sick of school i cant take it anymore. i sleep all the time & i'm so tired & i cant handle work & school all @ the same time. too much!
me & my friend jenn that i work with have been hanging out alot more lately. she's a cool girl & its fun to have a girl to chill with once in a while, ya know? but i havent hung out with bryan in a long time ( since thursday! ) except for when he came over last night. i miss my best friend! he really can talk though! kid kept me up until 1230AM. i just might have to punch him, lol.
but i'm gonna go now because i have to check my other journal & then i want to look for prom dresses. so i'll see you guys later *:)