Sep 10, 2006 21:58
i dont even know where to start.
I am so behind.
Art III is a bitch..its not that bad, its just that i am really
really stressed.
I have been sick...which means i am tired....between
everything at school, working double shifts...and shit at home and with James....i am about to quit.
i need friends right now.
yep. but no one FUCKING gives a shit, and i dont either.
I just bitch and moan and complain and cry and get hurt, but i say nothing...I SAY NOT A GODDAMN THING.
I cant vent. I cant breath...i swear i am gaining weight.
i need to stop hurting myself even if it feels better
i need to get wasted and taken advantage of so I can just be like whoa!
i want to meet someone and them be like..:"wow, that chick was cool!"
i fucking HATE Freshman SO MUCH.
i hate hate hate hate hate hate.
and i have officially made the
"going to burn in hell list"
........................I really need a hug from you....