Aug 25, 2004 12:45
Hello, old friend. It's been a while. How you been?All things must end, but did you know what that meant?The birds fly south. The summer sets.The lights go out. Leaves on the ground.Autumn walker, you just walked out.And I see it now.That it's so much easier alone,and you don't have to worry about me.It's all good. It's all wrong.And I hope you find the place and the people that you need.I don't want to be the one who always waits for you to wait and see.What makes you run? Was it me or anyone?It goes to show when people grow,people go and there you go autumn walker.Stay now, autumn walker.Drink down your doubt.A glass half empty can empty you out.My heart is full of promises that drank me whole.And I see it now.That it's so much easier alone.But you don't have to go very far 'cause where you go, there you are.And it shouldn't be so hard to see your friends.That's who they are.I don't mean to tell you how to run your life, but make up your heart.You go too far.In the atmosphere, you fall apart.More miles than my car's got on it.That's pretty far. -jets to brazil
well well well here iam ONCE AGAIN. yes my last entry lied, i got bored. haha. yea so yesterday was a pretty cool funky day then i started talkin to alot of people and i could see them getting bored with the conversation, my head wasnt in the right place, so i had to let them go. cuz whats the point of talking to people if they dont want to. im just not a good talker these days as i used to be and i cant do anything so askldjfaskldfjaslf. hours passed and i talked to my old best friend evan. man i cant say enough about him hes the greatest guy and only guy that gets me, i guess its cuz me and him are so much alike. ive known him since 6th grade and what is that, like 4 and a half years now. he helped me out alot with my confusion in things (everything). so later on i recorded some acoustic songs on my geetar and sang my heart out like the emo kid iam ha. it was pretty cool, ohhhhhhhhhh this song is my favorite right now. its called handshakes at sunrise by circa survive. its my favorite song right now and it has anthony green (ex-singer for saosin) his new project. and i must say its quite the shit. it gets you thinking and stuff so its fun. later i went to sleep cuz my mom said earlier to me if u sleep at 4 am or whatever, when u wake up im gonna slap u like mad. and i dont want that so i slept even though i couldnt get to sleep till 4 am. so theres my day. and probably whoever is reading this, you might be one of the people i bored out today. and im sorry. goodbye