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Why the hell am I just waiting for something to go wrong? I’m just waiting for me to fuck this up. Maybe it’s because things have always ended up like that. Every relationship that I’ve had went wrong just when I think things are going so well. Devin says all of these sweet things. Ya know, things that anyone would want to hear. Things like how he would never leave me or how we are going to get married. He’s given me speeches about how much I mean to him and how he will love me no matter what I do. I do love him so much more than I’ve loved anyone before. I just, in the back of my mind, think something will go wrong.
I just hope things workout. He has made me happier than anyone has ever made me.