GOD DAMN!
i just watched the movie "how to loose a guy in 10 days", again. and i noticed that with my last boyfriend, i acted like her!!! wow, i was pathetic. i called him like 10000 times a day, and i wanted to be with him 24-7. and when we broke up i even "surprised" him at his house. grrrrr, i piss myself off. i am never going to be like that EVER again, and when i see my friends act like that, i want to smack the shit out of them. i am at the point right now that IF i did want and/or get a boyfriend i dont fucking care if we are together 24-7 in fact i dont want to be. i need time to be with my friends and he would need time to be with his. and fuck thinking about marrage and shit! just fuck everything about how i used to be. fuckin' rock out and live life!
P.S. the ex i am talking about is ed
P.S. the ex i am talking about is ed