Taking the time, making the rhyme, watching the words... um... what was that last line?
Flipping the birds? Eating the curds? Cleaning the nerds?
Anyway.
Updationing this journal in a random early-morning guess-I-was-just-out-of-it-and-decided-to-do-something-wacky way. Updationing from Brian's house as I have many a good time before. Poor thing, I woke him up after only seven hours of sleep so I could do my Western Civ test (and what a test) but at least I have Minna Daisuke Katamari to make me happy post-test.
I'll lay it out, smooth like peanut butter but possibly not as tasty.
Nick's tried to patch things up between he and I twice through Wasabi PM (that I was reluctant to read), and I've told him (indirectly) in so many words that things can't be patched up between us if they're not patched up between me and everyone else, and they never will be. I can't hope to know what everyone thinks about me, but even with only hearing about the ruckus Amanda made on the Wasabi boards about me, I know I will never be friends with her (again. Being that we were friends at one point no matter how she tries to deny it.), and that it would thusly be impossible to be friends with Annie and still be drama-free. Furthermore, it seems Ryan will always have something against me (though I never knew what it was in the beginning, I always guessed that Nick and I fighting just pissed him off in addition to said unknown thing), and with him so un-budge-able about disliking me, not only can I not hang around Annie without there being drama, I also can't hang around Nick.
Additional thought-points for me wondering why I would want to hang out with Nick considering how I feel about him and the way he goes about life (which I will not get into, sufficing it to say that I can't stand it, no matter how good a person he seems to act when he's in a good mood and you're only around him for a few hours).
So I guess, despite the fact that it is Nick extending the olive branch (and I do understand exactly how gracious and considerate it is, at least on the surface, and am not being sarcastic about that), the only person I want to still be friends with is Annie.
And with 99% of her friendbase disliking me, it's not a relationship able to be realized.
That's that... I took a step back, looked at the situation, realized there was nothing to be done, and now I'm moving away from it, thus saving both myself and many other people (separately) from the unneeded burden of this thing they so despise and have named "drama."
And Atlas shrugged.
We've got apples!
Anyway.
Updationing this journal in a random early-morning guess-I-was-just-out-of-it-and-decided-to-do-something-wacky way. Updationing from Brian's house as I have many a good time before. Poor thing, I woke him up after only seven hours of sleep so I could do my Western Civ test (and what a test) but at least I have Minna Daisuke Katamari to make me happy post-test.
I'll lay it out, smooth like peanut butter but possibly not as tasty.
Nick's tried to patch things up between he and I twice through Wasabi PM (that I was reluctant to read), and I've told him (indirectly) in so many words that things can't be patched up between us if they're not patched up between me and everyone else, and they never will be. I can't hope to know what everyone thinks about me, but even with only hearing about the ruckus Amanda made on the Wasabi boards about me, I know I will never be friends with her (again. Being that we were friends at one point no matter how she tries to deny it.), and that it would thusly be impossible to be friends with Annie and still be drama-free. Furthermore, it seems Ryan will always have something against me (though I never knew what it was in the beginning, I always guessed that Nick and I fighting just pissed him off in addition to said unknown thing), and with him so un-budge-able about disliking me, not only can I not hang around Annie without there being drama, I also can't hang around Nick.
Additional thought-points for me wondering why I would want to hang out with Nick considering how I feel about him and the way he goes about life (which I will not get into, sufficing it to say that I can't stand it, no matter how good a person he seems to act when he's in a good mood and you're only around him for a few hours).
So I guess, despite the fact that it is Nick extending the olive branch (and I do understand exactly how gracious and considerate it is, at least on the surface, and am not being sarcastic about that), the only person I want to still be friends with is Annie.
And with 99% of her friendbase disliking me, it's not a relationship able to be realized.
That's that... I took a step back, looked at the situation, realized there was nothing to be done, and now I'm moving away from it, thus saving both myself and many other people (separately) from the unneeded burden of this thing they so despise and have named "drama."
And Atlas shrugged.
We've got apples!