"I'm sorry i didn't call you. I had completely forgot."
Why the fuck am I so fucking stupid, giving him all these chances when I'm not even memorable enough for a phone call when I bug him for nearly five hours straight about it?
Because he told me once or twice that he appreciates me being there for him, is that it?
INWARDLY I SHOOK MY HEAD AT HIM FOR CARING ABOUT TRINA WHEN SHE STRUNG HIM ALONG AND NOW I'M DOING THE SAME SORT OF THING?!
I'm so fucking stupid! What a fucking idiot! Someone send me back to Pre-K, I have to start all the fuck over!
I hate myself so much right now!
Because he told me once or twice that he appreciates me being there for him, is that it?
INWARDLY I SHOOK MY HEAD AT HIM FOR CARING ABOUT TRINA WHEN SHE STRUNG HIM ALONG AND NOW I'M DOING THE SAME SORT OF THING?!
I'm so fucking stupid! What a fucking idiot! Someone send me back to Pre-K, I have to start all the fuck over!
I hate myself so much right now!