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This is either the end or the beginning. My beliefs state that we are supposed to believe in the coming of a Messiah, but this world has seven "Messiahs" and not all of them are here to be saviours. If that is so, then they are merely tools, prophets, just as the others have been before. There is a question as to what this means.
I cannot figure it out. It would take my whole life to figure it out, and that may end tomorrow.
In my time, I have done my best to protect the citizens of the earth so that they might embrace the coming of the Messiah. Our side's Michael has done his best, and he will do it tomorrow, but it has consistently proven to be not enough. My faith has been shaken by these failures, by my failures, and I wonder if I am nothing more than a man trying and succeeding at very little. It took this to shake my faith. Not the abandonment and not the home and not everything that has happened to Liora; it took this.
I have lost half my vision, but if we lose tomorrow, at least I will have less of a chance to view the end. If we win tomorrow, then I will take in the sight gratefully.
But I believe I have to fight for that sight, and fight for the Messiah, even if that Messiah's name is not Michael and he is another that must find the strength for us to move forward, so that we might finally meet our Messiah.
I will do my best. I will do it for you, Liora, and I will do it for my Creator. If I kill or am killed, I will have this. That will have to be enough.
This is either the end or the beginning. My beliefs state that we are supposed to believe in the coming of a Messiah, but this world has seven "Messiahs" and not all of them are here to be saviours. If that is so, then they are merely tools, prophets, just as the others have been before. There is a question as to what this means.
I cannot figure it out. It would take my whole life to figure it out, and that may end tomorrow.
In my time, I have done my best to protect the citizens of the earth so that they might embrace the coming of the Messiah. Our side's Michael has done his best, and he will do it tomorrow, but it has consistently proven to be not enough. My faith has been shaken by these failures, by my failures, and I wonder if I am nothing more than a man trying and succeeding at very little. It took this to shake my faith. Not the abandonment and not the home and not everything that has happened to Liora; it took this.
I have lost half my vision, but if we lose tomorrow, at least I will have less of a chance to view the end. If we win tomorrow, then I will take in the sight gratefully.
But I believe I have to fight for that sight, and fight for the Messiah, even if that Messiah's name is not Michael and he is another that must find the strength for us to move forward, so that we might finally meet our Messiah.
I will do my best. I will do it for you, Liora, and I will do it for my Creator. If I kill or am killed, I will have this. That will have to be enough.