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I finally check my email and mom's harassing me for pictures from the benefit. Like it was a fucking school dance.
Kieran didn't tell her what happened, I guess. He'll probably let her know when he lands, meaning she'll call and ask if I'm okay which of course I am because I wasn't the one that got shot.
She's in a fucking coma and I'm pissed off because Scott likes her better. Way to go, coping mechanisms. Really. Because I didn't feel horrible enough as it was.
I'm a fucking robot. Awesome. :D
I just want everyone to be okay. It'll be fine when she wakes up. He can go be happy that she's okay and if he's happy I guess that's the important part. I can... Be me, I guess.
I can be fine with that. I can.
I'm always fine, it's what I do. I'm fine so everyone else can be not okay.
She's going to wake up and it'll all be okay.
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Blah blah. Family finally left. Misplaced my dress shoes. Sleep schedule is fucked.
I finally check my email and mom's harassing me for pictures from the benefit. Like it was a fucking school dance.
Kieran didn't tell her what happened, I guess. He'll probably let her know when he lands, meaning she'll call and ask if I'm okay which of course I am because I wasn't the one that got shot.
She's in a fucking coma and I'm pissed off because Scott likes her better. Way to go, coping mechanisms. Really. Because I didn't feel horrible enough as it was.
I'm a fucking robot. Awesome. :D
I just want everyone to be okay. It'll be fine when she wakes up. He can go be happy that she's okay and if he's happy I guess that's the important part. I can... Be me, I guess.
I can be fine with that. I can.
I'm always fine, it's what I do. I'm fine so everyone else can be not okay.
She's going to wake up and it'll all be okay.
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Blah blah. Family finally left. Misplaced my dress shoes. Sleep schedule is fucked.