so apparently, me and leslea need to hook up so i can "get that shit"...
or at least thats what my neighbor tracy said....and this bitch is fuckin hilarious, me and amanda went over there lastnight and she was mutha fuckin DRUNK....it was awesome....and the thing is, shes always fuckin funny....ALWAYS....i love tracy....shes also the one that leslea got the "swoop that shit" from....annnnnnnd thats enough about tracy....so my car is still broke, im going through a "my music" withdrawal....and its only been a couple of days since my car broke, i really hate listening to the radio....cause you see, my dad rocks and hes letting me use his car while mine is broke, and hes been driving his "limo" as he calls it....this "limo" is a 1987 cavalier station wagon that is three different colors....but the thing that sucks about his car is the fact that it doesnt have a cd player, just a tape player and i own absolutely no tapes, all of my music is on cd....except for my "another bad creation" tape, i guess i could always listen to that...."i kick my beats at the playground, you know!"...that was one of "ABC's" big songs....another song by ABC would be...."aiesha, you were the girl i never had but i want to get to know you better."...yeah, real "top quality" music right there....so ive started an honest to goodness address book, im actually quite proud of myself....oh and something else ive started is the cleaning of the "beast" or, if you will, my bedroom....and yes this is a big deal seeing as how i have only cleaned that place twice since its been my room....and not that it was super dirty or anything, just cluttered, i keep way too much stuff....so while ive been cleaning my room, ive been going through some old stuff and i realized that i keep really stupid stuff, stuff that i cant even remember why i saved it in the first place....and the last thing about my room, im only halfway done and ive already gone through two garbage bags....yikes....so i finally got my leslea fix....she actually came over my house tonight....she took too long to get here though, so i almost left and went to the store....for real she was like, "i just gotta wait for my clothes to dry and then ill be over"...so i was excited, and then, three hours later, she finally showed up....i thought i was getting stood up again....but no i didnt leave, but i was about to when she showed up, and i even bought her some coolant for her car AND gave her some gas money....all because i love her....and so i heard something that i thought was funny, my friend amy was telling me how one of the jons whispered to her, "if i didnt know about josh, i would swear that he was in love with you"....hahaha, but the thing is, i really AM in love with amy....shes the only girl that stole my heart....i mean for fucks sakes, we have both given each other pictures of ourselves for birthday gifts....well hers was as a joke, she really pitched in and helped the rest of my friends buy me a dvd player, the picture was just a bonus....and when i gave her the picture of me as a gift, was because she really wanted this big expensive picture frame, so i bought it for her and put a picture of me in i think the seventh grade back when i had a short curly afro....THATS a good picture, i should show it to you sometime....and thats enough for now, but until next time, fuck the pain away....