I already hate being 17
I'm stuck...don't know quite what's going on anymore. Seems I'm supposed to find my own way in this world. That'd be a lot easier if I was of legal age and in good standing with the state. My college fund is going to be taken over probably by my dad's new little gold digger and he's too dumb to get a prenuptual agreement. So I don't know wether or not I'm going to college anymore. I can't get a job right now, I don't know if this avon thing is going to work out or not. All I want to do is to be able to have my own place, be able to support my kid, and have a decent job. I don't like living with Nelson's mom....I feel very unnatural here and unwanted. I can't sleep and there's nothing I can do about anything right now.