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[resol]

It's back.
School provokes it.
Am I lazy?
Why when I am at home do I distract myself?
Even now I have something to do, but I am not doing it...
And Philosophy is failing me now.
There are no real answers, cleverness in debate, refuting others

What do I want?
To get rid of this lonliness... I feel so cold

I come home, nap or play video games, maybe read... another day, the same thing.

How come school does this to me?
I worked hardest in my English class, I didn't pass.

What do I want?
To be free
Free from what?
this culture
this society
this lifestyle

Can I live off what I love?
What do I love?