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So today I went over to Bonaia's house for a bbq/party. I invited scott and matt along... kinda. Scott called me and wanted to know about the party and i said i would call him when she called me, that wasn't really true. I had talked to her already and knew that there would be a get together, but I didn't know if I could bring friends. I called her at 7 like she told me, and she said the bbq was going to be at 9, I asked if I could bring friends, she said yes.
Scott and matt showed up and we went to the party. When we got there it was just Bonaia, Lauren, and Amanda. Stacey, Ryanne, Adam, Poppy, Val, Jean, Mellissa, John, Maria, and then later Sheila, were all there. When I saw Bonaia I remembered how much I had liked her. Lauren was surprised I remembered (but my guess was, even knew) her name. Val told me that she was good after taking some steroids for her 3rd degree burns after being in the sun. Ryanne flashed everyone. Scott and matt were isolated; observers. after we smoked val was talking to me, she told me how she modeledfor a painter, nude. it wasn't the only time she did it either. she said photography wasn't as sensual as bing painted. as the night went on i knwe that Bonaia was and will never be for me. I couldn't be with her. Amanda left the party early... I don't think she was having a good time.
Scott and matt showed up and we went to the party. When we got there it was just Bonaia, Lauren, and Amanda. Stacey, Ryanne, Adam, Poppy, Val, Jean, Mellissa, John, Maria, and then later Sheila, were all there. When I saw Bonaia I remembered how much I had liked her. Lauren was surprised I remembered (but my guess was, even knew) her name. Val told me that she was good after taking some steroids for her 3rd degree burns after being in the sun. Ryanne flashed everyone. Scott and matt were isolated; observers. after we smoked val was talking to me, she told me how she modeledfor a painter, nude. it wasn't the only time she did it either. she said photography wasn't as sensual as bing painted. as the night went on i knwe that Bonaia was and will never be for me. I couldn't be with her. Amanda left the party early... I don't think she was having a good time.