sick
my kidneys hurt so much i need to stop drinking energy drinks there killing me. I cant fucking think straight i feel like when i was in high school , and high school sucked except for that treasure i had and i tossed away like a dirty rag .it sickens me how i am at times , i cant change the past but write abou the future an damn will this end. i kno my mind has changed but i have some residues of filth still dwelling in my brain . the skys are cold and lonely as always never had they brought me any happiness , but there always there for me to stare at and think . but the sky speaks to me it tells me lots of things abou myself in a gentle whisper it tells me all my flaws and mistakes and blows some more cold air for me to shiver . clouds move like nothing has happened which nothin has happened in its eyes, the eyes that watch on us , jus observe the dirty sins we commit and ignore it all . its job is to make a new day each day for us all to interact with this filthy planet whos lives have been lived by ingrates and liars through times . the skys are alone and the clouds are up high for a reason , if they came down to our level they would disintagrate. the air we breath is negative the people we meet are all the same....... nothing will change nothing....god help us