May 18, 2004 22:58
im so blind cant really see anything
i never see whats right , im just falling all over the place
look at me becoming just insane,wonder if i'll ever ..ever escape
my eyeballs are in place, but should they really be stuck on my face
i only use them twice ..twice a day..once to face my fears an to shed my tears...
i'll try to regret an try to forget
cause my life's turning toward..toward space...
sigh.. can somebody buy me a spot on this earth , all to my self an nothing else.
also "please" a punch..a punch to my head to forget everything i delt with once before..
An if i live the same forever as today
i'll just cover my face for the rest of my days
but even after "All" ..ALL THIS MESS
I'LL STILL HOPE FOR THE BEST
even if i cant rest.....
so im thinking about what to do next..
i'll just lay on down my cold bed
pass away to this dream world "i love"
maybe i'll find some answers ...today
but you know i think if i dream 1,000 dreams tonight
i still doubt i will.......