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[resister_a]

I have tired eyes.
swollen. rimmed in red.
so I paint them black.
I feel like mick jagger. only instead of painting doors, I'm painting eyes.

I see a red door eye and I want it painted black.

by the end of the night I'm sure they'll be rimmed in red again, the black smeared down my face.

oh trusty tears, available at a moment's notice, all day, every day.

oh, insomnia.

I am at a complete loss.