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Sep 28, 2005 13:33

I am ill. I dont mean 'ill' like oh i have a cold *cough*. I mean ILL! Switching my computer on was a task in itself. I keep having lapses where my mind blanks out and nothing makes sense.. Ms Lewis rang my house yesterday and demanded that if i had anymore time off that il be dropped from school. According to her i havent been to school at all this term.. when ive actualy had a few conversations with her in school, who does she i think i am then? I know after that warning that i shouldnt miss anymore time, but i cannot go in right now. If i force myself to go il have to catch two buses in the rain which would kill me, id probably end up in a ball..in the gutter..not knowing whats going on..EVERYTIME i get a high temp with the flu i imagine insane things which i get obsessed with, it becomes my life and i know of nothing else.. like last year i thought i stole some popstars sim card and they were trapped on the moon and were going to die because they couldnt ring home! I mean WTF. And another one i get alot is im on a train thats going to crash and i could stop it but to get to the front id have to confront CHUCKIE FROM THE RUGRATS which is spinning on a target with someguy throwing knives at him! After writing that i now understand why my parents find my it SO phycotic/funny/histerical/terrifying when im ill. Im not actualy aloud near my family im so ill, they think theyll catch it and give it to my sister (whos pregnant) :( which is fair enough but i feel sooooo amazingly ill that i need something to distract me. Im 102 if i get 103 il have to go to the doctor. woop woop.

(sory i couldnt bring your folder Tash) jtx
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