Jun 22, 2007 23:56
I think...I might go stay with Ami for awhile...if that's okay with Yuki. I've been really lonely...and he isn't home. I don't feel right going over to Zeek's...
Ami invited me. Ami's place is one of my favorites. It is so warm and safe and comfortable. Whenever I'm there, I can just curl up and sleep forever, or at least it kinda feels that way.
I'm worried about the kids but, I think they will be okay.
I'm probably not a very good father at all, am I? Running off like this...
I mean, I'll be back, though. It's just until Yuki is a little less busy...I really need someone to spend time with. I guess I am kind of immature in that way...
Maybe Yuki will be upset with me later. I really hope not.
I still think about Aya but, I think everything is okay, right now, at least. I know we would find out if he was in trouble.
So, I guess I can sort of think of myself a bit. That's probably not good. I need to think more of Yuki. Yuki needs me to stay home and watch the kids and things. I'm not a very good fiance either, I suppose.
Well, I guess I'll go and if it bothers Yuki a lot, then it isn't that hard to find me. I really hope he doesn't have to, though, since it would be inconvenient.
nik