Been a while/Oh crap cancer spread/Dolly blahs
damnnnnn it's been a long time since I posted. Nothing really new going on.Passing math which is fucking fantastic.We all know what a retard I am at math so actually passing with a good grade is a cause for celebration.I choose Busch Gardens.Dont quite know yet when I'll have the money to go but I WILL be buying one of those lovely year passes.I loves me some Busch Gardens. Other than that,I have the most boring,nearly non-exixtant social life known to man. I am however going to a concert at the end of next month.Going with my parents,and Kelly Miller to see....blanking on the name uhhhhh.The guy that sings "Space Cowboy"!! ya know...Some people people call me Maurice Whoot Whooooh!!! Some call me the gangster of looove...that guy. Good times. I probably have the lyrics backwards but whatever.
heard like two days ago that my Uncle Joe's cancer had spread.At first we heard it was in his ribs but when he went for his surgery(to either remove a rib,ribs,lung or lung and ribs) but as soon as they opened him up and looked around,they closed him right back up again. The man is toast.There is nothing they can do for him now. It's spread to his heart valves. They said they can try chemo to shrink the tumors but my aunt Mary(a nurse) says that even with the treatment,he has a snowball's chance in hell of surviving.With chemo,he'd spend the last little bit of his life sick as a dog and just wind up dying anyway.He could have a heart attack and die at anytime.Had the doctors actually done something instead of waiting six months to do ANYTHING,he might have had a slim chance,but his life numbers MAYBE in months.Certainly not in years. I dont really know how to feel about all this.I havent spoken to him in years but now I feel guilty about that.But I alternate with thinking that he deserves what he got for the way he left his wife and family.....Survivors Guilt perhaps? Eithar way,my mom is flying out to see him May 8th-12th so me and Bre have to help Dad with all the work during that time.I am going to be so fucking fried that its not even funny.
And finally,dolls.....I am broke.I buy a doll.I am even more broke(but it's a cool doll) and I still have to pay car payment plus,monthly payment on said cool doll. I do believe this qualifies me as a complete dumbfuck.I also joined a group order months ago to get a MInimee Kadaj head.We place the order in July but I dont know if I'll have to money scrounged up by then.I plan on somewhat scamming my parents to ge the money(horrible of me I know,they didnt pay me for 6 months though) We get money from them almost every night for food before work but they wouldnt really know if I didnt buy food with it.Gotta pay for my dolly habit somehow and they arent ever going to fork over ~$2000 worht of back pay.I've already brought it up and it isnt pretty. I will NOT be backing out of that order though.If I do,I dont get a second chance at getting him to go with the Vincent,Cloud and Zack we already have.My FF7 fandom needs satiating!!
heard like two days ago that my Uncle Joe's cancer had spread.At first we heard it was in his ribs but when he went for his surgery(to either remove a rib,ribs,lung or lung and ribs) but as soon as they opened him up and looked around,they closed him right back up again. The man is toast.There is nothing they can do for him now. It's spread to his heart valves. They said they can try chemo to shrink the tumors but my aunt Mary(a nurse) says that even with the treatment,he has a snowball's chance in hell of surviving.With chemo,he'd spend the last little bit of his life sick as a dog and just wind up dying anyway.He could have a heart attack and die at anytime.Had the doctors actually done something instead of waiting six months to do ANYTHING,he might have had a slim chance,but his life numbers MAYBE in months.Certainly not in years. I dont really know how to feel about all this.I havent spoken to him in years but now I feel guilty about that.But I alternate with thinking that he deserves what he got for the way he left his wife and family.....Survivors Guilt perhaps? Eithar way,my mom is flying out to see him May 8th-12th so me and Bre have to help Dad with all the work during that time.I am going to be so fucking fried that its not even funny.
And finally,dolls.....I am broke.I buy a doll.I am even more broke(but it's a cool doll) and I still have to pay car payment plus,monthly payment on said cool doll. I do believe this qualifies me as a complete dumbfuck.I also joined a group order months ago to get a MInimee Kadaj head.We place the order in July but I dont know if I'll have to money scrounged up by then.I plan on somewhat scamming my parents to ge the money(horrible of me I know,they didnt pay me for 6 months though) We get money from them almost every night for food before work but they wouldnt really know if I didnt buy food with it.Gotta pay for my dolly habit somehow and they arent ever going to fork over ~$2000 worht of back pay.I've already brought it up and it isnt pretty. I will NOT be backing out of that order though.If I do,I dont get a second chance at getting him to go with the Vincent,Cloud and Zack we already have.My FF7 fandom needs satiating!!